Updates:

Dec 2, 2023: I had a conversation with a former girlfriend. We had made amends before. However, today she misinterpreted my attempts to strengthen our friendship and said that I had ulterior motives. Actually, I found her behavior to be quite strange. Nevertheless, I feel like she has had a tough life and I hope that it does not harden her heart. I hope she finds peace and I sincerely wish her well.

Dec 2, 2023: Started posting on this website as an additional way of coping and improving myself.